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9 Mar

Hours roll into days, days into weeks

half standing still, half still moving,

with no words to speak,

paint stained images pass my lids

stinging, burning, blurring.

You’re fading again,

my memory won’t hold you for more than a few seconds.

My eyes begin to water as I know that’s all

all my memory can give,

all it can squeeze out.

Each time a little less detailed.

Soon enough you’ll just be a shadowed figure,

the outline to a once filled shape.

© Misseldr 2011

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PASSION- Jeremy Manongdo (acoustic YouTube artist)

17 Mar

I have been following Passion for several years now, he is an acoustic artist who started off as just a guy recording himself singing in his room. His music speaks of Love, Hope and Passion, he is a true inspiration and is exceptionally talented. His songs have helped me through the trials and tribulations this world has thrown at me.

I had the chance to see PASSION in concert on Sunday evening (14th March.) His performance was immense, I was extremely excited as this was the first time I had the opportunity to see him sing live and in such an intimate setting with only about 200 people.

I even had the opportunity to meet him after the show, get a signed CD and a photo. He is a great guy, who gives time to the people who admire him. He sings of his girlfriend over seas and the love he has for her. His strength and love gives me hope that love is still out there.

Below I have posted a few of his YouTube video clips, hopefully his voice will touch you the ways in which it has me.

my favourite of all his songs..

Check out his other YouTube videos on his YouTube channel: passionsf

Magic.

3 Mar

beautifully written.

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4 Feb

How could he leave me like this?

I’m so selfish. Why was I so stubborn? How I wanted to just hold him close in my arms and show I didn’t care, everything was fine. But I didn’t want him to think I was a walkover so I kept my ground. Refusing.

I’m so stupid. He’s gone, we’re gone. FOREVER. Hearing those words leave his mouth, cutting me so easily, so deeply like tiny shards of glass, piercing my skin, releasing my anger.

I was so ANGRY, furious that he compared me to her. How he hated her and for him to say I was ‘just like her’ my heart stopped, our book slammed shut in my face.

What had I done? I’ve messed it up. But it wasn’t me, it was him. He’s messing with my mind, switching and turning. It WAS HIM. He started it. I hated him I wanted him gone. How silly of me.

I want him back, I want him now. ‘I want to go’ he kept saying, what was keeping him? Why couldn’t he just leave, that was what I really wanted him to do..to leave, to turn his feet around and walk.

I wanted to run down the road to the park to sit, to be alone. Why did I want to be alone? To clear my head? To cry? ‘Just GO then!’ my tongue snapped and with that he sharply turned and went. What had I done? What had I said?

Why was I sad..he had listened and was gone, it was what I wanted, wasn’t it? NO! I wanted him to stay I didn’t want him to leave on such bad terms.. I just knew it was over. No hug, no kiss goodbye..how I long for a goodbye cuddle just one last time.

He died hating me and me hating him. He died alone, as did I that night.

her.

3 Feb

I saw them today

as I looked down from my window

on to the street beneath

I saw them.

Holding hands so happy in love

A tinge of green rage flooded

my veins.

I close my eyes

and when I reopened them

it was my hand he was holding

it was me he was holding

it was me he was loving

it was his heart that loved only me.

I turned and I looked up

to that window above

I saw a girl

so full of sadness

so lonely

with a longing to feel love,

and a loathing to fill my shoes,

to feel his touch once again,

for him to love her and not me.

I saw them today

as I looked down from my window

on to the street beneath me

I saw them

Happy.

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The last petal.

3 Feb

I went back there,
I went back to where i last saw you,
And you were there
Sitting, staring.

I walked towards you half smiling
I held the door handle in my palm
And pulled the door shut.
Still smiling i turned
And i walked.

Walked away
For i knew that was our last night
Our last place of meeting
And that you wernt really there
For this was jus a memory incased vision
I couldn’t stop smiling
For now i knew i was truely free.

Cupid withdrew that arrow
The arrow he once
Pieced my heart with
And my love was free
From your tight grasp
I was free.

And that stranger of the night
No longer held my heart
I was free.

A knight, a star.

31 Jan

If you are my knight and i am your star why would you need me to lighten your darkness?

If you are made of metal and i am made of dust..you shine alone, as do i and your silver sparkles drain me of my light as does the moon from the sun.

And so we can not stand together and must be alone.

If you are my knight where is my place? Where is my spot to shine?

..For a star can not lay on silver plates for it will not be seen.

If you are my knight where is your armour?

If you are my knight why am i still falling? For the night is ment to hold its stars in place and hold them tight in his arms.

If you are a knight and i am a star your heart is protected by armour and i can’t shoot towards you, for you are covered in armour, armour that not even bullets can pierce through to reach your heart.

So i shoot…i saw..and i bounce right back, for you are not a night but a KNIGHT!

You do not conceal day with your darkness, nor do you hold the moon on its journey or tuck the sun up before bed.

For you are a KNIGHT in shining armour who protects nothing but the land,
you ride a great big horse and carry a mighty sword,

But for you are not a night an i am but a star,

You are of the ground and i am of the sky.

There is a line that we can never cross,
it runs along the horizon and never seems to fade.

UNLESS the world favors our love over all others and the sky let its hold go on all the stars so i could fall in an instance…cross that line and land in your lap as you rode by.

But nothing stays perfect forever and i would soon loose my sparkle and my light would soon go out.

But it would all be worth it to be with you one last night.

A KNIGHT, A STAR xx

Understanding beauty.

31 Jan

I don’t even speak the language but the beauty of what she sings speaks for itself, beautifully clear. The fact that I don’t know the exact lyrics makes it even more beautiful. Enjoy my new love – Melody  Gardot, another fav of hers is Quiet fire.

Gone.

30 Jan

(A poem I wrote many years back after my ‘fairytale break up’.)

For i can no longer take inside

the feelings I’ve gained without you at my side

my heart no longer beats

and my body no longer feels

my head keeps turning over and over

the events that led us to these ordeals.

loosing you has numbed me

for i no longer feel

what do you expect from me?

I never stopped wanting, nor stopped loving

but the pain left me running

in the direction that you weren’t coming.

I ran and ran until i turnt to find

you wern’t following

and realised you were gone,

sat there crying thinking what had i done

i ran in the hope you’d follow

not to be left alone in sorrow.

so i ran back the other way

in the hope to find and say

you’re my everything and I’m sorry

but when i got back

I’d been gone too long and you’d

already moved on.

so i was left with my mistake in my hand

tears falling, for this was not what I’d planned.

TWENTY10.

30 Jan

its so sad  to think that there are some AMAZIN guys out there..they get their hearts broken byone girl an become dogs because of it,never fully letting in another one again..! Be careful whose heart you break ladies..they have hearts to,and guys..just because ‘she’  broke you..don’t think another can’t ‘make’ you ♥(love) again, you just have to give her the chance! Take a chance because you NEVER know how BEAUTIFUL something could turn out to be TWENTY 10!♥ -ELDR